Amusings by Amber

Koi in the Sky

I believe in the Sun Even when it does not shine I believe in Love Even when it is not shown I believe in God Even When he does not speak

Autumn Leaves Floating Leaf Toah Nipi Sunset

People from all areas of my life ask why I go to burning man so I wrote down some things: I go to Burning Man because being out on the playa gives me perspective . I spend entirely too much time in the "real world". I have a life at home where I keep my family and most of my stuff. I have a small, German-made world with wheels where I keep most of my CD's and spend a lot of time on the phone. I have another world where I keep work and customers. In those spaces, I am someone. I have the power to change the climate. I can manipulate the environment and when my worlds wear out, I will get new ones. The playa is the ultimate out of the box experience. In our world, we are in total control. On the playa, we are at the mercy of God. It's on the playa that I realize my finiteness. It's only when I'm on the playa...so flat that I can see a storm coming, feel it engulf me, and watch it pass...that I realize that life happens to me much more than I can ever happen to ...